golb s'gayaram enna yram

masaya rin pala...

2005-07-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

masaya rin pala... sa Franklin....

parang kelan-kelan ko lang narealize...

nangunguna dyan si Melissa na palaging bangag at wala sa sarili... siya ay may last song syndrome.. kung anu un? figure it out na lang...

nandyan si clare para samahan ako sa cr...

nandyan ang mga hirit ni Reynald sa mga teachers...

nandyan si "CHORVANG BADING" na palagi kong inaasar...

nandyan si Jeremie and company na palaging nantitrip...

nandyan si Jean na baboy (peace!)... wala lang...

di man Franklin ang ideal na section with ideal students and everything else... masaya naman... biruin mo.. lahat sila, GC! gurabe!

pero xempre! tosh p rin ako! da best pa rin sila! labshu ol!

times change

2005-07-08T19:35:00.001+08:00

War of the Lords!... ang ganda! sobrang cte ng effects! Wa akong ma-say! pero di ko maxadong nagustuhan ung story kasi mxdong complicated... parang medyo magulo...

happy birthday ayah!!!! wakekek! ang tanda mo na!! 16 ka na! uyyy.... sweet 16!!!

friday nanaman... tapos saturday... tapos sunday.... tapos monday ulit... hay naku....

wala kaming klase kanina pero may pasok kami... may mass leave rally kasi ang mga teachers kanina... pero may career talk kanina kaya mga 11.00 na kami nakalabas...

naguguluhan pa rin ako kung san ako mag-aaral.... ang hirap magdecide.... i need help...

naiinis ako sa inyong lahat!! grr! parang kelan lang nung nagkkwntuhan pa tau ng ating mga problema.. nAgtatawanan sa mga corny jokes... nakikinig sa problema at binibigyan ng payo...

pero...

pero...

ngayon...

parang wala na... sila-sila na lang ang nakakaalam... lagi akong op... ansakit nun.. ahuhu... lyf's lyk dat nga naman.. ano pa ang excitement ng buhay kung wala yang mga ganyan!...

2005-07-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

batis ng pag-iisip

2005-07-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

Bonjour, je m'appelle Mary Anne. J'ai 15 ans et j'habite à Las Piñas. De quelle couleur est-il ? Il est rose. Il fait chaud! Quelle chaleur! Il fait beau. Le soleil brille.

I’m very fond of learning French! Grabe! Parang it’s a preparation for the “future”? nweiz, I have my new pc na! it’s a lot nicer and faster na noh! We also bought a web cam so that when I chat, you will see me nah! Amazing dahbah!

it’s so tagal before I updated. It was like so long, long ago pa ata eh… grabe! Like it’s like sobrang tagal na!

(stop conyo mode)

haay naku! Di na ako tosh… Schroding este Frank nap ala ako.. huhu… new set of classmates for me… pero otei na naman ako eh.. I still cannot say that im 100% happy kasi nga nag-uumpisa pa lang… I know my tosh friends are oweiz der to help me naman eh… miz ko na sila… grabe!

Sa lahat ba naman ng maaaring mangyari… bakit kelangang yun pa!? sana iba na lang… namulat pa tuloy ang boung mundo ng Franklin ang tungkol sa akin! “Face yor consequences” na lang sya… ay isang taong epal nga lang sa franklin… okay na sana ang lahat… nasira lang nang dahil sa kanya… waah!

Malapit na birthday ko… anu kayang mangyayari… 14 days na lang… anu naman kayang mga blessing ang matatanggap ko… shiiyyyeeett!!!! 16 na ko! Ang tanda ko na!.. huhu..

B.S. Nursing nga pala ang sinulat ko sa aking form sa UPCAT… well, kelangan munang sundin ang parents… kung yun ang kagustuhan nila… gusto nga nila sa PLM ako eh… PLM? Pamantasan sa Likod ng MAPUA?

Ang long na ng hair ko… pagupit kaya ako… yung shoulder level kaya… hmm…. Watcha tink?

Nag-away kami ng isa sa mga close firneds ko… nakakainis… tama ba naman kasing iwanan ako matapos akong imbitahan sa DLA?! Kahit na ba dati kong skul yun… iba pa rin kapag bisita ka na lang… tapos siya pa yung bad trip saken! Langyang buhay ‘to oh! Di bale, maaayos di yun…

Nag-ice skating ako nung June 25, 2005… masakit madapa sa yelo… in fairness lang naman…. Sumakit yung binti ko! Pero gusto ko pa ring ulitin…

Im still finding my topless guy from the sky given by the Lord… san na kaya yun? Hanggang ngaun wala pa rin? Ahahay….

Naaadik nanaman akong mag-sims… hala! It’s a bad sign…

Mga friends! May Sun sim na nga pala ako…! Kung gusto niyong kunin, lapit na lang kau saken…

He’s still a b^tch! That’s all I can say… damn it!

I’ve dreamt about my prom dress… huh? Di nga… napanaginipan ko talaga… cute siya… pero feeling ko sobrang mahal yun kapag ipapatahi ko…. Hanggang panaginip na lang kaya yun…?

May family cluster assembly pala kami sa thrsday ng 8pm…. Hmmm…. Ppnta kaya ako… nandun si kaaway kong close friend eh….

Actually, naka-stream-of-consciousness-mode ako ngaun.. kung ano lang ang pumasok sa isip ko, un na…

Nakuha ko na pala yung cd pics ko nung prom… pwde na…

Im in search of love ryt now… pero ang love daw, hindi hinahanap… dumarating lang daw yan… eh pano kung hindi na dumating? Destined na ba akong magmadre?.... huh?!

Thank God at naghilom na ang sugat sa puso ko… ready na ulit ako… friend na lang ang turing ko sa kanya ngaun… sa mga hindi naniniwala, maniwala na kau! Totoo ‘to! Swear to the Almighty!

May report kami bkas sa Eco… magssearch pa ako… anu ba yan… niaantok na ako eh…

Magpopromote lang ako… mag-sun na kaung lahat! Masaya! Unlimited calls and texts for only 100 pesos for 1 week! Sulit na sulit na un! Tawag pa lang eh! Bilis na! paramasmarami yung mga makakatext ko!

Namimis ko nang mag-overnyt sa mga bahay ng mga tao… namimiz ko na ang tosh… gusto ko nang magkaroon kami ng bonding time na kungsan magsshare kami ng lahat nga mga nagyayari… sa stdies… sa lovelyf… sa buhay-fourth year…. Stuff like that… haay… nakamims na talaga….

Caulerpa groupmates in research! Yung ating proposal! Hinahanapan na ako ni Mr. Derez ng topic!... kelan tau magmimiting?

Cge na… niaantok na ako eh… pagod na from skul stuff… buhbhay!!!

at the computer shop...

2005-05-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

elow! haay salamat! at last! nakapagpost ulit ako! and FYI im not in my house... im in a computer shop because our freakin' computer was broken... oh well... that's life nga naman... nweiz, so many things ang nangyari na sa akin ngung sumer... ang hirap i-enumerate! first the review in PCU high school and then there's the YFC preparing for the Youth Camp this coming May 21-22... nga pala, im a facilitator there... kinakabahan nga ako eh... so many things to understand and memorize... bakit nga naman ako naging faci agad eh 1 year pa lang ako sa YFC? ü

yesterday nga pala we; ako, fres, jackie, ayah, rodel, and lowel; went to Perpetual Succor Hospital where Dan was confined... he had an operation the other day wherein tinanggal ang kanyang appendix... in short he had appensicitis... nagkitia-kita kami sa Masci ng mga 8.30... we went there with my mom kasi siya yung nakaaalam ng hospital... lowel brought fruits... it was so much fun in his room, Rm. 305... it was cold there.... his wound is not yet fully healed kaya di pa xa pwedeng kumain, uminom at especially tumawa.... eh nandun kami... mapipigilan ba niyang tumawa...? '', he's okay na... ang hirap palang magyaya ng mga sasama dun sa hospital! parang more than 15 yung niyaya ko tapos lima lang yung nakasama... well, nandun naman si djoskarl kaya masayang-masaya na dun si Dan... umalis kami sun ng mga lunch time... kumain kami sa SM Manila kaso lima na lang kami dun... umuwi na si Lowel...

U-N-L-I-M-I-T-E-D text for Smart subscribers! hehe... '', luging-lugi na siguro yung Smart dahil dun sa promo nila... mga Smart textmates, weena, 3xa, rodel, gigay, dash, jhek, ekai at kuya rv.... haay, sayang nga at hindi na ako unlimited ngaun... natapos na yung four days ko... pero mag-iipon ulit ako ng fera pang-unlimited! may saturday review classes naman which means money! magtitipid na lang ako.... hanggang May 25 lang naman ito eh... simula nung nag-unlimited ako, late night na ako nakatutulog! earliest ko na ang 11.30... laging 1-2.30 am na ako nakatutulog! masakit na rin ang aking daliri dahil sa katetext! sayang ung mga globe na tosh.... speaking of tosh....

gusto ko sanang mag-host ng isang videoke party sa last wek ng may... wala nang ajss nun at probably yung mga nasa province ay nakauwi na... kaso lang im having doubts... mahirap manghagilap ng tosh ngayon! gusto ko sanang magkaroon ng isang get-together with the tosh people kaya lang... actually, pinayagan na ako ng mom ko dun sa plano ko... kasi nga raw maganda yung nasa isang bahay lang kami tapos libre pa ang videoke.. di mo na kailangang bumili ng tokens... ang poproblemahin na lang is food... haay.. matatapos na ang bakasyon at magkakahiwahiwalay na tayo... sana naman at matuloy ito... mga tosh... miz na miz ko na kayo!

gusto ko nang magyouth camp! very excited na ako! gusto ko ngang isama yung mga tosh kaya lang naisip ko rin... makikita nila akong nagwoworship?! no thanks! kahit na mas masaya kung nandun sila... and besides, as i've said earlier, mahirap na silang hagilapin...

nga pala, belated happr birthday Karen and Eden... May 6, 2005...
and... advanced happy birthday to Kate and Clymene... May 25, 2005...

hinsi pa ako ready maging isang Frankin... makikihalubilo ako sa bagong set ng mga tao... kinakabahan ako.... bless me God....

-Solo Dios Basta-

...thoughts wandering...

2005-04-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

at last! nakapag-update na ulit ako... ahahahay! as much as i want to update it, i never found time... at least ngayon meron na... anyways, so many things ang nangyari with the past few weeks... at yung iba, ayoko nang ikwento... mabuti pang ako na lang ang nakaaalam nun... all i want to say is nabobore na ako dito sa bahay... although i will be having my piano lessons next week and i have my upcat review every saturday, it's not enough to make my summer that enjoyable... actually, jobel and i were planning to have an event next sunday but we were not finished yet... i wanted to have a videoke day with the tosh people but the problem is their schedule...:

monday....... the AJSS and chem camp people...
tuesday........ the AJSS and chem camp people...
..Philacademic associates...
wednesday... the AJSS and chem camp people...
thursday...... the AJSS and chem camp people...
..the nucleus folks... [not sure with their schedule]...
friday........... the AJSS and chem camp people...
..Philacademic associates...
saturday....... ALL-UP review group... of course...
sunday......... ???

sunday! it's free for everyone! yipee!! but wait... i forgot, sunday is a family day nga pala... im sure hindi lahat papayagan... nakaisip din naman si jobel na mag-bingo sosyal! sa isang basketball court and venue at may mga prizes! hehe.. anyway, im really dieing to see you guys... di ko magawa yung surprise ko kasi ang mahal pala lahat-lahat... kulang ang aking money... the only way na naiisip kong magkasamasama tayong lahat ay sumama kayo sa YOUTH CAMP sa May 19-21... di ba obvious na nagpopromote ako.. ü i'll post na lang ulit para sa details... yung mga gustong magbagong-buhay sumama na kayo dito... masaya... yung mga walang magawa sa kani-kanilang mga tahanan, sumama na kayo... yung mga naghahanap ng pag-ibig, marami kayong mahahanap... tingin-tingin lang sa mga gitarista... recommend ko si kuya ar... hehe... ",)

pwede bang mag-outing ulit tayo, tosh? may sinasabi si lowell na resort sa antipolo, all expenses paid sa resort... ang iintindihin lang ay ang transpo... tama ba lowell?

sabi ni justin sa blog niya na sana mag-update ang mga tao ng blog para nalalaman nya whats happening sa mga buhay nila... kaya ito na... i will try to post every week ngayong summer... starting this sunday...

oo nga pala, happy birthday mark... yuck! ang tanda mo na! 16 ka na! wala bang handaan dyan? ü

nga pala, im exercising na para pumayat-payat naman ako nang konti... tumaba kasi ako nung nagkachicken pox ako eh at syempre kapag may mga problema, dinadaan ko sa kain...ü jogging naman tayo isang morning o kaya magexercise o magbike sa CCP... grabe ang desperado ko na... ang dami-dami ko nang naiisip na mga plano... my sister is currently calling up ptolemy pretending to be me asking the landline number of globe... and she's also taking care of 2 baby quails... sisiw pugo in tagalog... my mom bought them for PHP2.oo each... in fact, 5 nga ung binili ng mom ko pero namatay na yung 3... syempre kelangan pa nila ng warmth ng kanilang mommy... changing the topic, she will be studying at P'que Science HS... i guess she will be meeting the mom of Janica after all...

visit this site: http://www.zestriddle.fanzine.pl ... cute siya... freaky... it was introduced to me by roddel kaya kung kelangan niyo ng tulong, si roddel ang lapitan...

well, wa na akong maisip na sasabihin... ay! oo nga pala, ekai, jobel and janica, palda tayo next saturday ha... wala lang... ü

"in unity there is strength..."

2005-03-27T09:25:00.000+08:00

parents are such a pain in the ass! really! just this holy week; particularly holy wednesday, maundy thursday, good friday, and black saturday; they became nerve-wrecking blabbermouths commanding every aspect of our lives...
last holy wednesday, the first offense, they forced us to go to a recollection that ended late at night! darn! the speaker was so funny and enlightening but since im not in the mood, i didnt give a damn.
we had our bisita iglesia last maundy thursday... i thought it was done every good friday, but suddenly, again, they called us and told us to prepare for bisita iglesia... we visited 7 churches, the last one was the church at Diosdado Macapagal road, wherein the air was so cold and there were so many people....
its only a few days ago i knew that doing the way of the cross was done every good friday... i was dumbfounded because only then that i realized that we had a certain unity, i mean my siblings and i.. we went to the hurch to do the way of the cross by ourselves without our parents.. at least we had our own way...
this was the worst part of the tortures done to us, ever! last black saturday, yesterday, my mother woke me up at around 6am to tell me to go to a youth recollection with my brothers and sister that starts at 8am... what?! i was too groggy to be surprised since iu juist woke up... my elder brother was pissed off because of the situation.. we were at the chapel where the recollectio was held... it was so.. so kiddy and so boring! most of the participants were kids and etc....
at our merienda time, we decided to escape.... then we went to the park near the church.. there we planned our great escape from "the erencio"... we stayed there until 1.30noon after i thought of a plan... our plan was to text my mom that i have migraine and i cant take it anymore and we have to go home because of me... our greatest risk was when my father is there... it would really be a big problem... thang god, he's not there... only my mother was there making pastillas... when she saw me, she was like "kumusta ka na? kumain ka na ba? ano bang nangyari sayo? uminom ka na ba ng gamot?" and i was like "ma, ang saki-sakit ng ulo ko... blah blah blah...." just think of the situation that i was faking my sickness and my mom looks really worried... ok, fine, i was a bad seed but you cant blame all to me... it was partly thier fault why we did that....
the greatest thing that happened to me this holy week is that when i discovered that there is unity and cooperation to us siblings... we suddenly became close to each other... and that feeling is very enlightening and inspiring... i became aware of the fact that i know people whom i can talk about my problems and stuff i cant tell to my parents... its really a good feeling...
anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of our final exams.... hurrah! hip hip hurrah!!!!!!
but... next week will also be our achievement test... ahahahay! Ü

weh... di nga?!

2005-03-24T14:09:00.000+08:00

Cancer
22 June - 22 July

How Can you Recognize a Cancerian?

If you examine a crab closely, you will discover that it has a hard outer shell that protects a very soft animal underneath. Without this shell it would be easy prey for its enemies.

People born under the sign of Cancer are also like this. They are very soft and sensitive and easy to hurt.

Cancer is very close to the moon and the mooods of a Cancewrian alternate according to the phrases of the moon. Cancerians are very moody and so you neer know whether they are going to be happy and cheerful or down in the dumps.

Cancerians are very sensitive to any kind of criticism and since they also have incredible memories, one has to be wary of offending them because they will remember an offensive remark for years to come.

Cancerians love secrets but don't expect them to to tell theirs. They definitely don't like discussing their private lives, although they love to hear all about yours.

Cancerians at School

One of the school subjects that Cancerians are good is at history. [?!?] They are very good at emphatizing wit hother people's situations and feelings, and if they read about a historical event, they almost feel as though theay had been there themselves. It's no wonder that they are able to remember it better than others in the class.

After school, a Cancerian will scour the area for odd jobs, offering to do anything from lawn-mowing in the summer to shovelling snow in the winter.

Work and Leisure Activities

Because Cancerians are endowed wit ha talent for relating to other people, you will often find that many teachers, nurses, social workers, or other people from caring professions are Cancerians. They also like anything to do with nature.

The Cancerian is something of a collector and will find it hard to throw anything away, but this trait can also be developed positively into a hobby such as collecting stamps or coins.

Good Advice

We have already pointed out the extreme sensitivity of Cancerians. They really need to learn that not all seemingly "unpleasant" things that are said about them are meant as an attack. They could just as easily be meant as good advice.

They also need to think about what they themselves say about others, because they are not nearly always so sensitive when it comes to other people's feelings.

Friendship

The Cancerian is a domestic animal and does not have many friends outside the family. Because Cancerians are so touchy, they sometimes have difficulty in hanging on to their friends, who have to handle them with kid gloves.

You will not find Cancerian people quarelling with their friends one minute and being best buddies again the next, or fighting with a friend on the way home from school and playing with him or her the same evening. They are fairly steadfast.

A Cancerian friend is of great help if you are unhappy. They are good listeners and because they are so sensitive, they immediately sense what is the matter. They may have guessed ie even before you start to tell them.

Love

If you look at a picture of a crab, it looks as though it is about to give you a tremendous hug. Its "arms" are spread wide open, waiting for you to fall for them. However, it also has very strong claws and keeps a powerful grip on you once it has latched on.

That is what it is like to have a Cancerian girl or byfriend. They are not like Geminians, who prefer to have three or four friends at the same time. Cancerians take love very seriously, and bacause they are so fond of their mothers, they look for someone they can attach themselves to with the same degree of intensity. Some people may find them too possessive and stifling.

On the other hand, if you have Cancerian friends, you can be sure of their loyalty - they will not run off with someone else on a whim.

Compatibility

Good friends are often born under the same sun sign, or at any rate belong to the same element. Cancer is a water sign, so Cancerians get on well with the other water signs, Scorpio, and Pisces.

It is not nearly as common for couples to share the same sun sign as friends often do. When it comes to choosing a partner, it looks as though many people are attracted to their opposites.

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totoo kaya lahat niyan? well.. what can i say, baka in the near future maging ganyan na ako... Ü

alay para kay mr. marquee guy...

2005-03-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

Mr. Marquee Guy, masyado kang adik mag-marquee! pati tuloy ako nahahawa sayo... tingnan mo nalang 'to... hehe... naaadik na rin ako....

bigu-biguan...

2005-03-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

nag-aaway ang puso at utak...
sabi ng utak sa puso,
"ang TANGA mo talaga!
may ibang mahal na yan!
kalimutan mo na siya!"
sabi naman ng puso sa utak,
"paano ko siya kalilimutan,
eh palagi mong iniisip!"

ito ang fave kong quote as of now! babagay saken! hehe... pagpapakasenti nanaman! sa bawat araw na binigay ng Diyos ay palagi akong nasasaktan... ahahay! buhay nga nman! wala lang... share ko lang ung quote... kaya para sa mga sawi dyan sa pag-ibig...

e2 pa pala...

isang araw
nakita mo ang mahal mo
may kaholding hands na iba
wag kang magagalit...
cool ka lang...
sabihin mo sa sarili mo...

"tang ina nyo,
magbebreak din kayo...!"

wazzup with that?

2005-03-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

i've read some blogs just a while ago...

what's The Harlem Shake anyway?

maybe im left by the world na...

even that i dont know....

whatever!

üÜüÜü

museum appreciation//boring....

2005-03-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday, pumunta ang klase ng tosh sa national museum para sa project sa social at para na rin sa museum appreciation...

masaya na sana... kaya lang...

********************

8.30am...
...paalis na ako ng bahay... nakatikwas ang buhok ko... need help from mom... she used ung roller brush nyang bago to my hair.. after a while kelangan na nyang alisin.. unfortunately, nagtangle ung buhok ko dun sa brush! waah! my mom was panicking kasi nga nabuhol... i started to cry kasi mga 8.50 na hindi pa rin natatanggal... my mom called the parlorista na to cut my hair... i told her na ayaw kong pagupitan... she just cut the brisles of the brush para matanggal... at last! natanggal na rin....

9.15am...
...umalis na ako ng bahay... i texted karen to inform her na lalalate ako...

10.05am...
...i arrived at masci... wala na sila dun... i walked further and i saw a huge crowd of people... nakita ko sila carlo, karen, yssa, fres at jobel sa tapat ng un lrt station... hininintay pla nila si mark... nauna sila karen.. naiwan kmi ni carlo para hintaytin si mark...

10.40am...
...we reached the museum... pinagalitan kami kc late n daw kmi... ang mga nakasabay nmin yung darwin, mendel at calvin... what a nice crowd! kaming 3 lng ang tosh dun... sobrang op kmi...

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the museum was boring... nakapunta n kc kami dun nung first year... well, for the project kasi siya... natatamad na ako magtype... wala na akong maisip... wala nang pumapasok sa utak ko...

ayaw na po...

2005-03-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

^@&%$#,,,,, I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!

"
pinagpalit mo lang ako sa kanya!
ano ba ang wala aako na meron siya?
ayoko na sa'yo!
masayado na akong nasasaktqan sa mga pinaggagaagawa mo!
sarili ko, itigil mo na itong kahibangang ito,
gumising ka na sa katotohanan -
hindi siya ang para sa'yo.
hindi para sa kanya ang pagmamahal mo.

ba't nga ako nagtiyatiyaga saa'yo?
pinahihirapan mo lang ako;
lahat ng mgaa inisip, mga maling akala lang pala.
mga paglalambing na ipinakikita mo sa'ken
akala ko yun na, akala ko yun na... hindi pala!
nilinlang mo ako sa mga kinikilos mo.

kuwari pa'y ako ang nilalapitan,
kunwari pa'y ako ang pinaakikinggan
siya lang pala ang gustong makalapitan
upang siya'y mahulog nang tuluyan
sa iyong bitag na walang hanggan.
kaibigan ko pa ang gustong kunin.
"

~cute ba? ü~

uh-oh!

2005-03-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

bangag.... bangag... bangag....

depressed.... depressed.... depressed.....

galit ako sa mga tao ngayon!!!

@!$%*&^ nyo lahat!!!!!!!

joke!

2005-03-07T19:42:00.000+08:00

question: aanung bulaklak ang maraming tentacles?!

answer: eh di, sam-pugita!

bwahahahaha!!!!!!

bye-bye na mga tosh...

2005-03-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

"bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan huwag magagalit...!"

"Oh my god! ang baba baba ko sa Filipino! feel ko ako na ang pinakamababa! grabe! 9_ lang ako!"

"aay! ang lungkot ko... 9_ lang ako sa social! sayang!"

"bumaba ako sa tw! from 9_ naging 9_ na lang ako!"

*take note: sarcastic ang mga pagkakasabi rito!*

why do people make pamukha to other people that they (the other people) are very low?!? dont they know that others are hurt! dont they feel contented that they belong to the top 10? eh kung sila kaya ang makakuha ng grades ko? eh kung palit kaya kami, tapos ako ang mag-aastang ganoon? d-uh! masakit noh!

im feeling so depressed right now... depressed... depressed... depressed...

siguro nga bye-bye tosh na ako... di ko lang siguro matanggap na malalayo na ako sa kanila... dapat ngaun palang matanggap ko na...

ei, mga tosh... il miss you ha... mamimiss ko ang mgaa kakulitan natin... ang mga iyakan... ang mga katatawanan.. lalo na aang mga corny jokes natin...

the "PROM"

2005-02-26T18:34:00.001+08:00

last february 25 2005, we had our JS Prom at Clamshell 2,Intramuros... it was not i expected but overall it became a blast...it was so much fun... especially when we danced in the disco... i was danced by the one i like but not with the one i love... it was a sad prom experience...oh well,, maybe i was destined to have a sad lovelyf...nweiz, i must prioritize... üin the prom, i wore a simple yet elegant old rose spaghetti-strapped gown with a design of beads....my shoes were from effegi... a silver 3" sandals...my hair and make-up was done at Carlo Reyes salon... the hair stylistmade my hair kulot aand put lots of spraynet in it...we finished at 1 am...i was crying while going home with my parents..hu..hu...hu... ü

chicken pox mania

2005-02-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

at the start of the new year a terrible thing happened to me!i had chicken pox for 3 weeks! i missed so many happenings at school!assignments, tests, notes... everything! even the fun my friends had..but still, those three weeks were a blast at home! my mom took careof me 24/7... i just had to miss call her or ring the chimes outsidemy door... i had the most exquisite meals... although i was isolatedat my room, i've got everything there! tv, radio... even the restroom..i take a bath with boiled kulantro seeds... my tita said it would helpheal my spots faster... the bad thing is, it left terrible marks all over my body! i cant wear my old clothes any more... actually, almost all my clothes are either sleeveless or haltered or backless!well, i just have to wait till my marks lighten... too bad i cant wearwhat i want for the prom... i was planning to have long sleeves but my classmates stoppedf me... oh well!

on the 16th day b4 christmas...

2004-12-09T18:00:00.000+08:00

-->yey! 16 days before christmas!<--

what a day! no classes... just social studies and chemistry but both had tests... the rest of the day, we're free... there was a program for the teachers' day... it was up to 10:00 am... so, we[the researchers] had no midyears in cs and filipino... i was hoping for the test in tle but the classes were cut up to only 3:00 pm... i went home early after classes... now, i have the time to update my blog... whew!

i just want to sleep because of the weather... though it's not that cold, i still want to sleep...the problems is i just cant... my feelings are coming back for him... the sunblock is not that effective anymore... he performed a while ago at the teachers' day program... and boy! he was so cool when he played the guitar... i just like guys who can play the guitar... i was only staring at him the whole time... the others around me were saying, "****, ****, ****, ****!" i didn't care about them... my eyes sank into his marvelous moves... i really want to forget him... his so "makapal ang mukha", "feelingero" and "mayabang"... the problem is i cant remove the feeling im feeling right now... the last time i had that feeling is when i was in my first year... and now it has come back and even stronger... help! i need a quick solution!

a while ago in the foot bridge on my way home, i saw my x... again... for the second time... at the same place... is the foot bridge that romantic? well, anyway, i smiled at him just like anyone would do... he then returned my greeting by saying, "uy! musta?" waah! he was so cute...! the way he said it... the way he looked at me... even though it was only for a few seconds... help! any advice?

it seems that there is another guy that's bugging me... he's not that big of a deal... he's like the others... but a little different... there's this glow in his aura that keeps me distracted... we are not that close and we seldom talk to each other... we only talk when it is needed... example, maybe in group works... help! i thought of using vaselines' mark minimizer... i must say, it's effective!

boys! boys! i'm all about boys... not! only for this day... i've got nothing to think about... i need some past time... hehe... ",)

on the 19th day before christmas...

2004-12-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

--> ok... 19 days before christmas! yeah! <--

today, we went to q.c. science h.s... [jobel, melissa, jheric, and me]... waah! when we arrived there, our team was already finished... it was only registration that morning... we went to SM north edsa to eat our lunch at Pizza Hut... we ate a couple of french fries... a couple of spaghetties... and a pa pizza.. our tummies swell.. i also upgraded my iced tea to bottomless... whew! so many food to eat! i spent 200 pesos for our lunch.. i kinda paid our service charge... jheric and i then went to quantum to play the "ganun-ganun..." then, carlo, mark, and erielle followed there... we played happily... there were also some fourth year students... they also played... jheric and i then met with jobel and melissa who were at the food court.. we travelled home by means of a short trip in the bus, mrt from end to end [north avenue to edsa-taft], lrt from edsa to gil puyat, then a bus, then a tricycle... it was really a tiring day! waah! i remembered the electric motor...! ü

22 days b4....

2004-12-03T09:08:00.000+08:00

-->yey! 22 days b4 christmas! yeah!<--

i've checked on my friendster account... after oh so many months na di binubuksan... nakatatamad nang mag-update! tpos when i checked my e-mail, invitations? whhaattt? hi5 invitations? yssa said it's lyk myspace with some echoz and everything else... i find it boring to have... waahh! anu bang meron dun? you have to put some pics and journals and something more... i dont have the time for that... for me, its just a waste of my time...

wla nanamang pasok ngaun! yey! posponed 4 2 days ung exams nmin... yeah!

things... things...

2004-12-02T13:24:00.000+08:00

waah! december na! oh so many things have happened since the last time i updatd my blog... so many sweet and happy and thoughtful moments... on the other hand some sad and lonely events... let me start by saying something about our research... pasok kmi sa regionals! yeah! ang galing tlga ng Caulerpa racemosa! nagkaroon din ng convention sa may mehan garden... pra nman un sa inventors chuva... buong araw kming nandun 3 nila karen at yssa... dumating din dun si lito atienza... as usual, ang kanyang top ay mabulaklak... blue ang kulay nito... naandun din yung research nila eric at nila ekai... aay! nandun din ung anak ni lito, si kim atienza... nagspeech lng nman xa... very tiring ung araw na un...

sunod ang SPEECH CHOIR! ang daming ginawang sacrifices para lng dyan... grabe! ang galing ng PTOLEMY! mga 1 week lang kming nagpractice ng speech choir... wala kcng tym at tinatamad pa kmi nun... and piece nga pla nmin ay "Desiderata"... it is in Latin meaning to desire for something... nagovernyt ulit kmi sa bahay nila dash sa r.papa... d uli aq na2log nung gbing un... c brother lowel sumobra ata ang leadership nung gbing un.. bad3p xa nun... pinapamemorize smn ung piece pero xa di nya memorize... o db ang gnda... tpos nung gbing din un nagtxt ung daddy ko sken na nasa hospital ung mommy ko... di ko napigilang umiyak... nakita nga ako ni erielle eh.. at 1:00 am ntpos ang practice nmin... i decided to sleep para may energy ulit ako for the morning... niyaya ako ni carlong maginternet... at first tumanggi ako kc nga i decided na ma22log ako... pero i gave in din... sumama rin ako sa knilang maginternet... hanggang 3 am kmi dun... gumawa ako ng physics na pinapagawa smin ni sir.. waah! nakalimutan ko ung pinakamasayang event dun sa bhay nila dash...! nagpapahinga kmi nun... gbi un ha... break ata... ewan ko lng... tpos pumasok si beah, ung batang relative ni dash... naglaro kmi dun sa kamang malaki... tpos binuhat ko sya at hinagis kay mark for no particular reason... bangag lng siguro ako nun... tpos may konting usapan tapos binatuhan ako ng unan! xempre gumanti ako... tpos nagresulta sa isang pillow fight... pinagpawisan ako dun! at least may komunikasayon uli kmi! and other things have happened... practice ng practice... ang aming GP ay ginanap sa church nila lowel... inabot kmi dun ng 12am! nakaauwi na nga ako sa bahay ng mga 1am! sumabay lng ako kila eric... then comes the contest day... we ended up being second! drat! sayang tlga...

it started... i joined... but i was pissed on the first day so i didn't ever show up again! it was this darn MTAP! on the first day of mtap nakita ko si sir solera... sya ung teacher nmin... pressure... pressure... pressure! di nman ako gnun kagaling sa math kya naahuhuli akong konti.. khit na napakadali nung topic... pressure...! nung second week, di na ako umatend, nagjoyride kmi ng kuya ko.. umabot nga kmi hanggang laguna eh... nung hapong un, nagpunta kmi kila dash for our practice... nung third week, wlang umatend na ptolemy kc may amrace kmi... nung fourth week, nilagnat nmaan ako... nakonsyensya nman ako so i decided na aatend ako sa fifth week this coming saturday...

speaking of amrace.. it is short for amazing race... we had our own style of playing the game... it was called "The TOSH Race..." project nmin un sa TW (technical writing)... see the connection?... well, organizng and planning ung topic... nwei, our amrace composed of eight teams: green (our team, me, jackie, and dan), white, yellow, blue, black, orange, violet, and red... grabe! it was really tiring... ung ibang natirang tosh ay mga organizers... our team ended up third... white team being second... and yellow team being the first... i don't want to specify the events... nakakapagod magtype noh... bsta the funnest thing we've done is when we have to get 50 pesos from the people passing in the underpass... we had to use our charisma... waah! kapalan lang ng mukha... the last destination was at SM manila... we played the ganun-ganun... aSM maila ad the cheapest price! only one token that costs 7 pesos... in rob, 2 tokens, 14 pesos... it was so much fun...

we also had our farewell party for Ms. Mojica the other day... nandun din ung linne... at si arao... nabasag pa nga ni see go ung belen nmin for the parol eh... our report cards were supposed to be given that day pero hndi natapos ni maa'am...

sa sobrang dmi ng nangyari, di ko na matandaan lahat... aay! bff na nga pla uli si carlo and mark... [leaving me with nothing...] pero at least ok na sila.... im happy for them...

23 days to go before christmas! la pa akong pasok ngaun because of "Yoyong".... yeah!

can't take it anymore!

2004-10-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

after 2 long weks! at last! nakapag-blog na rin ako...! so many memorable things have happened this last 2 weeks... as in so many! nwei, i'll try to dissect it part by part... first, yung cheering nmin! ever as in! for 1 week nagpractice kmi... thursday, oct. 7, ung pnakamasayang gabi for us juniors... last practice na nmin yun at gabi na... final destination nmin yung mini park sa between jolibee at mcdo... ksma ko c janica at jheric pagkatapos ng meeting... paglabas ko ng cr may mga nkita na akong mga junoirs na nag-iiyakan... particularly mga girls... may holdapper daw... and the story spreads... kung titingnan sa positive syd, makikita nang united ang mga juniors! sobrang parang magkakaklase na lang kmi... patay! wala akong ksma umuwi! buti na lang nandyan c ranz at marvin! wow... ang gandang mga kasama! parang close kami..ü
October 8, foundation day, cheering competition, umuulan... cute ng costume nmin... red shirt tpos may nakapatong na net... track pants... tpos may medyas echos sa arm... pigtales... i really gave my best in our presentation... kaya lang talo kmi... sayang for 3 points... 94 kmi... 97 ang seniors... sayang tlga... tpos may nagsabi sken na minus 4 dw kmi kc maingay dw ung crowd! grabe! di sana kmi yung nanalo!... well, yan ang destiny... ito nga pala yung lyrics nung cheer nmin...

tutumba, tutumba, tutumba sila'y tutumba (5x)
tumba tumba
tumbabatumba, freshmen patumbahin...
tumbabatumba, sophies patumbahin...
tumbabatumba, seniors patumbahin...
tumbabatumba, tumba patumbahin!

tenen/ten/ten/ten/ten... ten/ten/tenen..(6x)

we don't give you the "rah"
we don't give you the "blah"
but we give the funky music
and the hippy tralala

we got the game
it's do or die
we got no shame
we'll make them cry

we got the guts
we're the ones on top
we got the funk
we'll shut you up!

oohhh.... stop, look listen and watch out! (3x)

J-U-J-U-N-J-U-N-I-O-R-S go juniors, batch 06!
J-U-J-U-N-J-U-N-I-O-R-S go juniors, go bibbo, go juniors, go bibbo!

aaaallllrrriiggghhhttt!

admit it now, we're sizzling for your touch
we're too hot to handle and it didn't take much
we're on full gear and we ain't steppin on the brakes
coz we're having fun and its been great

fasten your seatbelt, this ride's going fast
push the pedal to the metal, this isn't the last
the excitement, the rush, the adrenaline you'll feel
as long as the junoirs have control of the wheel

we're not ready to shut down the beat
so come on people, let's turn up the heat!

J-U-N-I-O-R-S we're the juniors we're the best, we're the juniors we're the best among the rest... oh ooohhh... JUNIORS!... oh ooohhh... JUNIORS!

we know that we're out to prove
that juniors are here to prove
see us go the way we move
we'll guarantee you'll say
wuhoo.. wuhoo.. wuhoo...
here we go... KABOOM!

boom boom boom boom boom boom (3x)
here we go kaboom!

exposive! dynamic! sure to pass the test!
we explode with spirit and eliminate the rest...
.... excellent perfection....
total domination, complete devastation...
we'll hypnotize you, mesmerize you right before your eyes!
superior! elite! the team that can't be beat!

may isang cheer na di ko memorize... sori!

nandito na ang mga third tear, sigurado nang panalo
di kami magpapatalo kahit sino sa inyo...
wag kaayong magyayabang na kami ay talunan
pagkat kami ang no. 1... yihee! (2x)

go.. go juniors!
we got the power, we got the rhythm...
go.. go juniors!
we got the spirit, we got to beat...
go.. go juniors!
viva go juniors third year pa rin paanalo...

ten! ten ten ten! ten ten ten! ten ten ten... (2x)

boom shakalakalaka, boon shakala! (4x)

sabi nila manggagaya kami
sagot nmin inggit lang kasi...
meron kaming originality kay juniors
taas noo kami...

boom shakalakalaka, boon shakala! (4x)

para kaming slurpee ng 7-11
brainfreeze ang hatid sa manonood samin
para kming JJ, pakalat-kalat lang
sa uhaw at pagod talagang maaasahan
ragnarok sa PC, juniors sa masci
nakakaadik, talagang nakaka-high
last but not the least
para kming coke...
IBANG IBA, TALAGA!
we're always the real thing...
na na na na na na na na na na...

*o diba ang cute! pati yung steps din ang cool!*

di lang chhering ang nangyari sa kinggo ko kundi pati na rin ang walaa kamaatayang research! noong october 9, saturday, nagpunta cla karen, yssa, erielle, at mark sa bahay para sa research... wala kaming gaanong natapos that day pero nung dumating na yung gabi (kasi nga overnight, di kasama si karen, kasi nga yun na, at si maark, kc kj)... asi yssa at erielle at ako ang gumawa ng research papaer nmin... di lang pagttype ang ginawa nmin... nag-summarize din kmi at nag-rephrase ng ibang parts... 4.00 am na ako nakatulog nun... nagising ako ng 6.00 am... what a sleep... sbi nmin sila na (the rest of the group) ang bahalang magdala ng laptop at bahala na silang magprint... sunday night ba naman ay tinawagan ako ni mark para tulungan ko dw xang mag-ganito at mag-ganyan... parang unfair nman ata yun... dpat sila na ang gumagawa nun db... pero ok lng... for the research nman to eh...
nagawa na ang lahat! pati display board nagawa na rin! wow! ang ganda... 3 members lang saamin ang official na kasama, si jobel, si mark, at si yssa! wow, ang ganda diba! grabe ang "karamihan" ng ginawa nila! ... sort of unfair... preho kmi ng nararaamdaman ni erielle... nwei, tpos na nman xa... wala na kming magagawa dun...
may LG pang hinalo sa linggo ko... natalo si Jobel sa second question pa lang... sayang tlga lahat ng inaral at minemorize niya! pero ok lng yun! this year babawi kmi...! watch out La Salle! ü
nung nasa ultra kmi, parang naka-200 at ako sa pagkain pa lang... l8 na kming nakaalis sa place.. mga 7.40 pm na... sabrang tagal kc nung taping eh... ksma namin (ako, carlo, erielle, 3xa, gigay, karen, yssa, mark) sila ma'am gaspar at yung photographer nmin sa skul... nilibre kmi ni ma'am gaspar sa fx tpos nag-goodbye na kmi sa mrt... first tym ko mag-mrt! aang saya pala... tpos lrt... tpos bus... mga 9.10 pm na ako nakarating ng bahay...
may mga misc things din na nangyari sa linggo ko... nagplan kaming 3 ni carlo at erielle ng isang overnight sa bhay nmin sa nov, 9-10, sem-break... 11 kming lahat, ako, carlo, erielle, janica, anjo, lowell, dash, jobel, melissa, jheric, aat mark... yung iba sure na pero yung iba hindi pa... balak nming mag-ice skating sa southmall for fun at cguro manood ng sine... i hope that those two days will be one of the most memorable things that will happen in my life...
noong October 5,2004, sa Jolibee, nag-sori si mark saken... public apology yun ha... i really apperciate his effort.. alam kong mahirap gawin yun.. one thing that lacked is yung mabigyan kami ng chance na mag-usap na kmi lang.. ang naging tendency ko tuloy is ma-ilang kasi parang di pa ako komportable...
one more thing before i end this... OCTOBER 12, 2004, revealed na yung most hidden secret ko! dahil na rin yun sa isang tao, si english-oriented! sinabi nya kasi sa isang tao yung secret ko involving him! wala sa pwesto si english-oriented para sabihin sa kanya yun! kaya ngaun bad3p ako sakanya! as in ever to the nth power!

so many things happened in just 2 weeks! two weeks lang akong di nakapagblog, ganito na agad kahaba! grabe.. sumasakit na nga ung mga daliri ko sa kattype eh... ü

...[m]...

2004-10-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

"You were all the things I thought I knew and thought that we could be.... You were everything, everything that I wanted... we were [m]eant to be, supposed to be but we lost it... all of the [m]e[m]ories so close to [m]e just fade away... all this time you weren't pretending... so [m]uch for [m]y happy ending..." {h[a]ppy ending by Avril Lavigne}

siguro nga'y hindi tayo para sa isa't isa... siguro nga'y hindi tayo itinadhanang magsama... mga masasaya at malulungkot na mga karanasan ating dinaanan... masakit ang mga nangyari... gusto kitang makalimutan... pero kahit anong gawin kong kalimutan ka, hindi ko pa rin magawa... sinubukan ko na ang lahat ng paraan... naghanap ng ibang makakasama, pilit kang iniwasan kahit masakit sa damdamin, at itinago ang tunay na hinanakit sa puso at iminaskara ito ng mga nagkikislapang mga ngiti at halakhak... hindi ko alam kung anong meron ka na wala ang iba... siguro nga'y mabango ka at napakalambing... ngunit hindi makahanap ang aking isipan kung paano tayo magsasama nang hindi nag-aaway... iba ka... iba rin ako... tuwing nakikita kitang may kasamang iba, tumatama ang lalim ng sakit sa aking puso... sinasaksak ito ng selos at hinagpit... napakasakit... hindi ko lubusang maunawaan kung anong meron siya na wala ako... siguro nga'y mas malambing siya at mas masayang kasama... iniisip ko tuloy kung naging masaya ka rin tulad ngayon nung tayo'y nagsasama pa... maraming taong nakaaapekto sa isipan at damdamin mo... oo, alam ko yun... at sa tingin ko, at nararamdamam kong nilalayo ka pa nila saakin nang todo... buti pa ang iba, kahit di ko sila "close" dati at nang dahil sayo'y biglaan kaming naging magkaibigan... tinutulungan niya akong kalimutan ka... sinubukan na niyang amuhin ka ngunit hindi ka kumibo... "salamat" sayo...! ganyan siguro ang buhay... ngayon naiintindihan ko na ang pait na dala nito... oo, marami kang kaibigan pero hindi lahat sila ay nananatili sa iyong tabi... darating ang araw na kailangan niyo nang magpaalam sa isa't isa... masakit nga lang sa sitwasyon natin... masyadong mapait ang ating paghihiwalay... oras na lang ang makapaghihilom sa ating damdamin... muntikan na akong mahulog... buti na lang at ako'y nagising sa katotohanan at ako'y maagang nadapa... buti na lang... buti na lang... buti na lang... ano kaya ang mangyayari sa hinaharap?... bahala na... bahala na... aking kaibigang matalik, paalam na...

...

2004-09-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

wow! partner is anthony majuca... pwede na... gusto ko sana xa o c carlo kya lng c carlo ay nsa cheering squad naa at sya nmaan ay ayw akong kapartner... sayang kakaausapin ko na sana xa kapag sya ang kapartner ko... nweiz, bahala na kung anong mangyyri... sana nasa cheering squad nlng ako... mas gusto ko dun kaaysa mag-aerodance... ü
grabe! ang bango pala ni sir moses! sobra... parang.. parang... basta! luapit sya smin ni jobel knna sa p6 tpos inamoy ko xa and boom! grabe!
wla akong masbi ngaun... tamad ako...

-L_O_N_E_L_Y_2-

2004-09-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

other days have passed.. still waiting for him to respond... but still... nothing... how can this be?... more than two weeks and we still haven't talked personally and seriously yet... i have a feeling that tomorrow will be a big day... tomorrow will be our first ever school day research... we will be going to UP Manila for our research... we will be joined by our other classmates... carlo's group...
the six of us, jobel, yssa, karen, erielle, and him, will be divided into two working groups... group A consisting of jobel, he, and i will be on the lab doing the extracting aand other experimentation while the other group, group B, consisting of karen, yssa, aand erielle, will do the interview... these activities will be held in the morning.. we will have our lunch and in the afternoon we will together be in the library doing library stuff...
see... jobel... she knows my problems... aand i bet she will do something to the two of us... so that we will talk again... i must prepare... i must prepare... tomorrow will be a big day...

these past few days, so many things have happened... we had our "research" last saturday... unfortunately it was cancelled... we spent the afternoon playing the hand dance thingy... [like the dance revolution only in the hands]... at the end of the day, he gave me a letter... when i read it... ouch! yssaa read the letter first in the bus while we are going home... before she returned the letter she told me that i must be ready for the things that i will read... i got a little nervous... i finally had the courage to read it... i just wanted to cry... but since i was still in the bus, i tried to hold back my tears... when i got home, i went straight to my bedroom and cried... it was so much pain... after reminiscing for a bit, i opened my computer to e-mail him... i still don't know his reaction yet...
monday, still, as usual, nothing happened.. :c

-L_O_N_E_L_Y-

2004-09-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

haay... so sad... hanngang ngaun ay naghihintay pa rin ako... sabi kasi nya just w8 ha... aat akala ko ngaun na yung hinihintay ko at hindi pala... well... i'l just w8 a little bit longer... nweiz, this week, overall, happy naman ako kasi for the whole week wala kming gaanong assignments sa mga subjects... first, math wala si patitz... english, puro elims lang yung mga ginawa namin, impromptu story-telling and essay anad others... filipino, puro gawain lang... com.sci., programming... social, yun may HW, mga babasahin lng nman... TW, wla, reporting... Ad Bio, huh? meron ba nun?... MAPEH, since sports week, wlang klase... Chem, aviary week, puro linis lang... Trigo, does it xist? ewan, absent parati si ma'am eh... TLE, puro baking lang kmi... p6, puro activities lang... o db, ang saya?!...

ang saya palang magbake ng cake...! butter caake yung binili namin... and it's so much fun! xempre, binenta nmin yun for 7 pesos! mga 2"x2"x1.5" yung size... bumili ako ng tatlo... isa saken.. isa kay carlo... at yung isa, para sa kanya... hinintay ko nga yung thank you nya eh personally... pero sa txt lng nya cnbi yun... kelan kaya kmi maguusap? sbi sken ni carlo ako na daw ang lumapit... di ko alm... prang ayw ko... kc baka kung ano lang ang masabi kong masama... parang tipong icoconfront mo ang isang tao... ganun yung ang mgiging tono ng boses ko kapag nilapitan ko xa... at ayw kong mangyri yun... gus2 ko xa ang lalapit sken kc nga sbi nya mahntay lng dw ako.. and besyds, bingyn ko na xa ng letter...

a message for carlo "insan" castillo... salamat sa more than one week mong suporta saken... thanks for being there for me when i nid you... to listen to all my blabberings about my problems and advicing me wisely... sorry kung medyo marami yung kwento ko... parang hindi ako nauubusan ng kwento... pero nandyan ka pa rin para makinig saken... thanks... hindi mo naman sya replacement kasi iba ka... Sa lahat ng nakasama ko, iba pa rin si insan... ",)

wala pa rin hanggng ngaun... bukas naa yung last day... saturday... kung awalang nangyari... that means wala na talaga... magkagrupo pala kami sa esearch at kmi ay may pupunthan bkas... gudluck to me...!

nanood kmi knna ng "Feng Shui" sa Rob... kmi nila Carlo, Jomar, Ayah, Treisha, Jackie, Yssa, Jheric, Eric, Anjo, Gigay, Dash, at siya... ang ganda nung movie... pwde nang i-export to other countries... katabi ko nun si carlo... cgaw lang ako ng cgaw pero c carlo thimik lng... kumain kami ng porkchop sa foodcourt... libre ni lowell... nagpapicture din kmi sa kameraworld... umuwi ako kasaby c jomar... nag-lrt kming tatlo ni carlo... walang gaanong nangyri... for sure di ako mk22log mamaya...

confused...

2004-09-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

question:paano makipagbati sa taong manhid?
... ... ...
wala lang... basta this week i've been so lonely... one paart of me says that i miss him... on the other part, it says thaat it's his loss not mine... naguguluhan na ako... i don't know kung kelan ako gagawa ng first move.. sabi ng isa kong friend, wag daw akong gagawa nun... sabi naman nung isa, maghintay lang daw ako ng right timing... ano ba talaga? actually, parang gusto ko nang mauna kasi naman baka masayang lang yung almaost one year na friendship namin... maybe it will be too late... may inaaligidan na siyang bago... ipalit ba naman daw ako... miss na miss ko na siya... i don't know if he misses me rin... siya kasi ay isang manhid, walang utang na loob, mapili sa kaibigan, at he took me for granted... dahil nga manhid siya, siguro hindi niya alam na nagagawa na pala niya yon... pero, hindi pa rin... diba dapat kapag nag-away ang magkaibigang lalaki at babae, yung lalaki dapat yung magsosorry kahit naa kasalanan nung babae... i'm not saying na kasalanan ko... siguro iniisip nga niyang kasalanan ko kaya di siya kumikilos... para siyang puppet.. kapag di mo gagalawin, di siya magrerespond sayo... example, kapag hindi mo siya kinausap hindi ka rin niya kakausapin... ano ba naman ang iisipin ng taong yun... asyempre iisipin niyang hindi siya pinahahalagahan ng friend nya... at ganun siya...

hindi naman siya totally masama... may good deeds din naman siya... he's really sweet and ang bango bango niya grabe....! kaya nga ano eh... uhm... ano...

dito kasi un nagstart... friday, september 3, 2004, tinext ko siya na adumating ng maaga the next day, Sept. 4 kasi may kwkwento ako sa kanya... ang reply ba naman, "sori di ako pwde kasi baka late na akong magising..."... reply ko xa using capital letters meaning naiinis na ako... reply nya, "gudnyt..." with a smile! ung kwkwento ko sakanya ay napakaimportante kasi related yun sa kanya... may nagsumbong kasi sa nanay ko na nakita kaming dalawa sa robinsons... magkasama... yun lang naman ung time na bumili kami ng tokens sa g-box eh... so malamang bad trip ako nun... siya yung una kong tinext kasi nga siya ung closest friend ko... tpos he turned me down... kaya the next day, di ko siya kinausap... umatend kasi kmi ng Noli me Tangere... monday na nun and i was expecting na tatanungin nya ako kung ano yunbg problema... pero walang nangyari... ngayon hindi na ako nageexpect... hoping na lang... :c

Future Jobs...

2004-09-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

III - Ptolemy's Future.... According to the Wheel of the THE Room
Name of Person Job Alternative
1. Alemania, Malyssa teacher
2. Badion, Justin interior designer most loved serial killer
3. Banares, Lee chef
4. Brigola, Janica biologist ABS-CBN owner
5. Brizuela, Karen mechanical engineer marry a pizza mascot
6. Castillo, Carlo factory worker true love of J...
7. Ceguerra, Enrico painter founder of Neldafication
8. Chan, Frederick ABS-CBN newscaster
9. Climacosa, Fresthel athlete 1st - styropore teeth
10. Cruz, Cathleen critic
11. Damasco, Antonio historian
12. Delas Alas, Edgar animal trainer
13. Delos Angeles, Jheric actor Adam's apple implant
14. Destajo, Christopher priest
15. Dimasuhid, Ace mathematician life like Carlo J. Caparas
16. Hangod, Kristine caregiver alien
17. Lim, Weena sanitary engineer
18. Madrileno, Lowell agriculturist grandchild of Aquaman
19. Majuca, Anthony fashion designer April 7, 2040 - fairy
20. Mangaldan, Dan businessman adopted by Sandy Park
21. Marayag, Mary Anne lawyer richest perosn in d'world
22. Morales, Paulo astronaut fishing industries
23. Munoz, Melissa firewoman true love at the lobby
24. Noguerra, Angelica chemist second Lolit Solis
25. Paranos, Roddel dentist eat scramled eggs 4ever
26. Pardo, Lyndon policeman Dalay Lama - admirer
27. Pascua, Claire architect
28. Pineda, Erielle doctor 7x sex exchange
29. Reyes, Jomar accountant teacher in Harvard
30. See Go, Jonathan civil engineer
31. Sision, Jackie writer Boy Abunda's boyfriend
32. Tagimacruz, Treisha cosmetologist most amazing sex life
33. Taray, Djoskarl model pizza mascot
34. Tolentino, Mark computer engineer
35. Tombado, Jobel politician monument at ATC
36. Valmonte, Erika parlorista real Marina

[the others were still blank in their alternative jobs because we haven't finished yet...]

after all...

2004-08-29T06:53:00.000+08:00

WARNING/BABALA: ang inyong mababasa ay sobrang haba...

yipee! haaay salamat! ngayon na lng ako nakapag-uapdate ng aking blog... anyways, so many things happened to me... sa sobrang dami di ko na matandaan... bsta ung mga natatandaan ko lang ay ung nag-away kmi ng aking boybud... nung nag-sabayang bigkas both eliminations and finals... [lahat ng mga problems and frustrations ko nung mga time na un ng practice at ung mga happy moments ko]... nung birthday party ko kasabay ng practice in sabayan... nung birthday party ni kim... nung nagpunta kming uplb for walang kwentang oedipus the king... nung perioadic exams... at... nung first kiss ko...

unahin natin ung nag-away kmi ng boybud ko... well actually it's my fault... pero okay na lahat... bati na kmi ngaun... i just felt bad for myself kasi the reason na inaway ko xa is my own selfish chuva (i don't know whaat word will describe it)... natuto na ako ksi nakakamiss pala kpag di kau naguusap nung isa sa mga taong pinahahaalagahan mo...

nakasama kami sa elim ng sabayang bigkas pero di kmi nakakuha ng place sa finals... syempre ouch ng konti pero i felt proud of myself for the outrageous(is this the right word?) things i've done with my classmates na hindi usually ginagawa ng mga taong tulad ko...

mga 2 ata or 3 weeks samin binigay ung piece for the contest... at first we took the time given to us for granted... sa totoo lang nman boring kasi ung piece... secondly, wala kming inspiration maxado... ung mga one week nalang ung time, at konting konti pa lang ung mga nagagawa nmin... di pa arin kmi maxadong nagkakram... pero nagpapractice kmi ng mga hanggang 7 to 7.30 ng gbi arawaraw... nahihirapan kming magpractice ng weekdays kc hanggang 6 ang aming klase at lunch lang ang aming free time.. wala namang teachers na pinapayagan kming magpractice... so mahirap nga... pero nung 1 week nalang tlga b4 the contest, mga 8 to 9 ung uwian nmin... sa aUN-taft kmi nagpapractice, ung mini plaza katabi ng mcdo...

and second na pinakal8 ko na uwi ay mga 10.00 na ako nakasakay ng bus... un ung time naa nanlibre c carlo kc birthday nya... naakadating ako sa bahay ng 10.40 pm... it was a fun experience khit na medyo pinagsaabihan ako ni mommy...

thursday, one day before the elims, ang aming klase ay nagovernight sa isa sa mga bahay ng aming mabait na kaklase naa si dash... ang mga magoovernight ay sila: mark, carlo, justin, lee, lomar, jheric, edgar, anjo, janica, fresthel, ayah, weena, ako, ekai, jackie, triesha.. ung mga umuwi ay sila: jobel, eric, lowel, edgar, topher [kung may nakalimutan akong ibanggit ay sori nlng po] dun kmi sa r. papa... isa un sa mga experiences naa hinding hindi ko makakalimutan... 6.30 na kmi nakalabas ng skul kasi nagready for the overnight ung iba nming kaklase... at 7 na kmi nakasakay ng lrt kasi sobrang dmi ng tao.. naiwan pa nga kmi ni treisha dahil sobrang siksik na... umuulan pa ng malakas nun... basangbasa kmi nung nakarating na kmi sa bahay... xempre nagdinner pa... mga 8.30 na kmi nakapagstart at nung mga tym na un ay tinatamaan na ako ng antok dhil sa sobrang pagod for the hectic day and the tiring byahe... napapapikit na ako hbang nagiicp ng ideas ung iba... buti nalang at nandun si lee para ako'y kulitin aat para ako ay guluhin kapag ako'y napapapikit... mga hanggang 10.00 ang aking sleepy hours... pagpass ng 10 ay alive na ako... di ko na naramdaman ung antok... habang ung iba ay aantok na antok na... nagpractice kmi hanggang 4 am! may break nman ng 2 am... 5 to 10 mins lng... d kmi natapos at pagpasok nmin sa room aay lahat sila ay bumaksak na sa higaan except for some of us... ung some ay nakatulog din eventually... ako lang ang hindi nakatulog...

a few hours later ay nasa lrt na kmi at nagmememorize ng last part ng piece... nung nsa skul na kmi ay practice agad... b4 kmi pumunta sa audi, nagdasal muna kmi... nung mga tym na un ay gcng na gcng pa ako khit na di pa ako nakakatulog... i didn't perform at my best kc nga wla na akong gaanong energy... a3rd kming nagapresent... apara saken di xa gnung kaganda... pgkababa nmin fron stage ay diretso ako sa rm. 301 ksma si daddy jaz... pagdating sa room aay di ko naa napigilan ang sarili kong umiyak... naglatag ako ng manila paper sa sahig kc parang feel kong matulog after all... pero unfortunately aay di ako nakatulog kc iyak ako ng iyak... then happened one of the most miraculous things that happened to my lyf... habang nakahiga ako ay nagdadasal ako kay Lord na sana ay makaapasok kmi sa finals... xempre ay iyak ako ng iyak... mga 30 mins akong nagdadasal at umiiyak... sbi ko kay Lord na kapag nakapasok kmi sa finals ay magdadasal kmi every before and after our practice... nakarinig na ako ng footsteps, i sensed na sila un at sila nga... pagpasok ng mga unang tao ay malungkot sila na akala ko ay di kmi nakasama... tpos... biglang... 'nakasama tayo'... sbi ng isang tao... there was about 2 to 3 seconds silence... biglang nagsigawan... grabe!... iyak na lang ako ng iyak... sa tuwa... P-T-O-L-E-M-Y, ptolemy... niyakap ko ang mga taong malapit saken... at nagdasal kmi... kinwento ko ung oath ko kay Lord sa klase... di ko ma-explain ung feeling na nadama ko... bsta ung sobrang tuwa na pwede na akong mamatay... parang gnun...

d nagtagal ang kasyahan dhil me kumwestyon sa aming pagpasok sa finals... ung section ng priestley... ewan ko kung bkit d nila matanggap pero sana naicp nila ng maaga na hindi nmin kasalanan na kmi ung nakapasok... ung judges ung cchin nila... pati nga kmi di mkapaniwala na nakapasok kmi eh... iniicp nila kc na dhil first section kmi ay nakakahya na hindi kmi makakasama sa finals o nandaya kmi... asar nila smin ay 'niluto' dw nming cla... d na nming cla pinatulan kc lalaki lang ung problema...

nung finals nga ay di kmi nanalo... marami ung reasons... una, napressure kmi bigla! kala nmin after the periodic exams ung finals... un pla ay friday after the elims na... nalaman nalng nmin un tuesday, four days before the finals... second,, sumabay ung research nmin...a dhil nga kc na mga GC kmi ay sinabay nmin un... thursday before the finals ay umalis ung ibang tao dhil sa research nila... mga 24 nalang kming natira... konti lang ung mga klase nmin at kmi ay nagpractice tlga... ung costume nga pla! well, ngpatahi kmi ng long-sleeved loose shirt with five different colors: hot pink, electric blue, sea green, yellow, and purple... the costme was made by jobel... maybe she was inspired by patitz... nyweiz, dmi tlga kming gstos nung week na un... ngpractice kmi hnggang 11.30 sa 2nd floor ng church nila lowel... ang paalam ko sa mom ko ay hanggang 9 lng kmi ngunit umabot un ng 11.15... pinahiram ako ni carlo ng cel apara tawagan ung mom ko... mga 10.45 na un... sinigawan ako... napaiyak nalang ako... sbi nya kc sken ay di raw nya akong paapapasukin ng skul sa friday, araw ng finals... pagpasok ko sa room ng practice ay umiiyak ako... di ko pinapakitang umiiyak ako pero naakita na ako ng mga tao at nagbreak down na ako pero d ako nagreklamo... buti nlng at nanadyan ung nanay ni eric at hinaatid ako hanggang kanto... naghihintay na sken dun ung mom and dad ko at pagpasok ko sa car ay todo semon ang inabot ko... un ung l8est na uwi ko... 12.30 am! nung napepresent kmi sa stage, really gave my best khit na pagod na pagod ako... grabe ang init sa stage dhil ang dming ilaw pero okay pa rin ako... bumaba ako ng stage na proud na proud...

isa sa mga hinahangaan kong events na ngyri sa ptolemy ay nung friday morning lng nmin gnwa ung exit nmin... i am so proud na sa akong 'tosh'... adun ko tlgha naapreciate ung cooperation at teamwork ng tosh kpag cramming...

nung time ng sabayan ay sumabay din ang play ng oedipus rex... saturday un... naicpn kong magovernight sa bhay ng pinsan ko kc sobrang lpit nila sa uplb... (this happened before my overnight at my classmate's house)... niyaya ko ung mga taong pwede... actually 3 lang cla... niyaya ko sila yssa, boybud, and erielle.. di pinayagan si yssa so 2 lng cla... tuloy nmaan kmi... ang saya nga ung experience ko nung nagcommute kmi eh... medyo naligaw sa quiapo pero okay nman... pagtapos nming magdinner ay diretso akong gumawa ng sociaal studies ntbk... nahawa sken sila boybud and erielle... hnggang 9.30 kmi gmwa... napagod na ako pero di pa ako inaantok so nagkwentuhan kmi hanggang 11.30... ang dmi kong nalaman tungkol sa knila... naagusap kmi about different things... nakatuwaan... masaya tlga... tulog na ako sa kbilang room... ngcng ako ng 5 am at nakatulala ng hnggang 5.30... decide akong bumangon na at clipin aang room kung nasaan sila... wow! di nakapatay ung lyt... nakasaksak pa ung charger nag cel ni erielle... nsa baba si boybud (double deck ung kma at ang usapan ay sa taas si boybud)... magkatabi sila ni erielle... pinagmasdan ko silang dalawa... and cute pla nilang matulog! para clang mga bata... aang likot pa... gnicing ko na cla and we prepared for the play...

hinatd kmi ng ninong ko sa uplb... ksby ko ung pinsan ko kc dun aaxa nagaaral at sya ay may pasok... mga 8.30 am na kmi umalis ng haus at kmi aay nkarating dun ng 8.40... ang play ay 10 am... napospone xa ng 11 dhil sa UPCAT... at umulan pa... bsta! bad trip ung araw na un... wla na akong msbi... napapagod na akong magtype...

birthday ni kim nung aug 23... celebrate nya nung aug 28, saturday sa house nila... mrming things ang nangyari nung araw na yun... naggpunta ako sa bgong bhay nila yssa para magbake ng oatmeal cookies na ireregalo nmin ke candice at kim... 8.30 am ako ngpunta kina yssa... me 2 xang batng lalaking kptid si al at adi... [mas matnda si al at mas nakakairita]... naging cloz agad kming tatlo... kya lng... nung medyo nagaaway na ung 2 kc pinagaagawan ako... kinagat ba nman ako sa aarm ni al! xempre bata lng un kya di ko na pinatulan tpos bigla ba nman umiyak ng pagkalakaslakas.... kaasar! apgkatapos nming amagbake ni yssa ng cookies,[in fairness aang sarap nung cookies!] nagbihis na kmi... punta na kila kim at nagluch mrmi kmi dun: ako, vida, yssa, karen, jomar, jj, ali, arao, pj, sydnel, kemuel, jeremie, raymond, monica, fame, ivin, kristine, jay-r, eden, candice, kristel, and other people i don't know... masya kc i made new friends tulad nila raymond, fame, monica, and kristel... at so many food! feel ko nga tumaba ako eh... at may mga memorable events na nangyri... nagbasketball ako with friends and arao... isa sa sa kalaban ko... okay nman ung gam pero ang pinakamasaya dun ay nung narebounad ung bola ay ako ang nakakuha nung bola imbis na si arao... bsta cute ung event... di ko maexplain... nag dare-darean kmi nila raymond... at it was so happy... nagpasundo ako sa kuya ko... sumabay smin sila yssa, kemuel, jomar and arao... pagdating sa rfc ay bumabaa na sila... buti pa si yssa, jomar, and kemuel nagpasalamat for the free ride... si arao di ko narinig magsabi man lang ng 'thank you' sken... [ilang pa ba xa? di ko na nman xa lyk eh]...

ang di ko tlga mkklimutan ung first kiss ko... it happened aug 3, 1.15 pm, pe tym, kay carlo.. nag susuck and blow kmi (un ung using ur mouth, u 'suck' a card with a size enough for ur lips to fit and passing it to the next person's mouth by 'blowing' the card)... it was his fault... nahulog nya ung card and un nga... accidentally kming nagkiss... sa lips lng nman pero that was my first kiss... sken ok lng kc cute nman c carlo eh... di ko lng alam sa knya...

i would lyk to say CONGRATULATIONS to the persons who read this whole chuva... and habahaba... grabe... pti ako nhhbaan... salamat at binasa nyo...

p6.. p6.. p6.. math?

2004-07-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

haay... such a tiring day.. even though its sunday and i'm supposed to rest... i have to study for our long test in p6... then here comes math with advanced algebra... with darn parabolas.. i couldn't perfect one... my teacher even told my work "panet!" grrr! nweiz.. its moday again tomorrow and a start of the new week... i hope we can finish our "Sabayang Pagbigkas"... can anyone help me in my p6... also in math... about complex numbers.. the exams are nearing and i can't understand a bit of the two... anyone.. please... i'm despaerate.. and tired... ü

the day after my birthday...

2004-07-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

heeey guyzzz! how is your week? if you ask me, i'm quite fine, a little exhausted... we had 3 hours free time a while ago... aon saturday i'm going to have my "birthday bash"/practice for Sabayang Pagbigkas... nweiz, i still have nothing to say... none... none... none... ay! i forgot! my crush didn't grret me on my birthday yesterday... so sad...