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Monday, July 11, 2005

masaya rin pala...

masaya rin pala... sa Franklin....

parang kelan-kelan ko lang narealize...

nangunguna dyan si Melissa na palaging bangag at wala sa sarili... siya ay may last song syndrome.. kung anu un? figure it out na lang...

nandyan si clare para samahan ako sa cr...

nandyan ang mga hirit ni Reynald sa mga teachers...

nandyan si "CHORVANG BADING" na palagi kong inaasar...

nandyan si Jeremie and company na palaging nantitrip...

nandyan si Jean na baboy (peace!)... wala lang...

di man Franklin ang ideal na section with ideal students and everything else... masaya naman... biruin mo.. lahat sila, GC! gurabe!

pero xempre! tosh p rin ako! da best pa rin sila! labshu ol!

Friday, July 08, 2005

times change

War of the Lords!... ang ganda! sobrang cte ng effects! Wa akong ma-say! pero di ko maxadong nagustuhan ung story kasi mxdong complicated... parang medyo magulo...

happy birthday ayah!!!! wakekek! ang tanda mo na!! 16 ka na! uyyy.... sweet 16!!!

friday nanaman... tapos saturday... tapos sunday.... tapos monday ulit... hay naku....

wala kaming klase kanina pero may pasok kami... may mass leave rally kasi ang mga teachers kanina... pero may career talk kanina kaya mga 11.00 na kami nakalabas...

naguguluhan pa rin ako kung san ako mag-aaral.... ang hirap magdecide.... i need help...

naiinis ako sa inyong lahat!! grr! parang kelan lang nung nagkkwntuhan pa tau ng ating mga problema.. nAgtatawanan sa mga corny jokes... nakikinig sa problema at binibigyan ng payo...

pero...

pero...

ngayon...

parang wala na... sila-sila na lang ang nakakaalam... lagi akong op... ansakit nun.. ahuhu... lyf's lyk dat nga naman.. ano pa ang excitement ng buhay kung wala yang mga ganyan!...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

batis ng pag-iisip

Bonjour, je m'appelle Mary Anne. J'ai 15 ans et j'habite à Las Piñas. De quelle couleur est-il ? Il est rose. Il fait chaud! Quelle chaleur! Il fait beau. Le soleil brille.

I’m very fond of learning French! Grabe! Parang it’s a preparation for the “future”? nweiz, I have my new pc na! it’s a lot nicer and faster na noh! We also bought a web cam so that when I chat, you will see me nah! Amazing dahbah!

it’s so tagal before I updated. It was like so long, long ago pa ata eh… grabe! Like it’s like sobrang tagal na!

(stop conyo mode)

haay naku! Di na ako tosh… Schroding este Frank nap ala ako.. huhu… new set of classmates for me… pero otei na naman ako eh.. I still cannot say that im 100% happy kasi nga nag-uumpisa pa lang… I know my tosh friends are oweiz der to help me naman eh… miz ko na sila… grabe!

Sa lahat ba naman ng maaaring mangyari… bakit kelangang yun pa!? sana iba na lang… namulat pa tuloy ang boung mundo ng Franklin ang tungkol sa akin! “Face yor consequences” na lang sya… ay isang taong epal nga lang sa franklin… okay na sana ang lahat… nasira lang nang dahil sa kanya… waah!

Malapit na birthday ko… anu kayang mangyayari… 14 days na lang… anu naman kayang mga blessing ang matatanggap ko… shiiyyyeeett!!!! 16 na ko! Ang tanda ko na!.. huhu..

B.S. Nursing nga pala ang sinulat ko sa aking form sa UPCAT… well, kelangan munang sundin ang parents… kung yun ang kagustuhan nila… gusto nga nila sa PLM ako eh… PLM? Pamantasan sa Likod ng MAPUA?

Ang long na ng hair ko… pagupit kaya ako… yung shoulder level kaya… hmm…. Watcha tink?

Nag-away kami ng isa sa mga close firneds ko… nakakainis… tama ba naman kasing iwanan ako matapos akong imbitahan sa DLA?! Kahit na ba dati kong skul yun… iba pa rin kapag bisita ka na lang… tapos siya pa yung bad trip saken! Langyang buhay ‘to oh! Di bale, maaayos di yun…

Nag-ice skating ako nung June 25, 2005… masakit madapa sa yelo… in fairness lang naman…. Sumakit yung binti ko! Pero gusto ko pa ring ulitin…

Im still finding my topless guy from the sky given by the Lord… san na kaya yun? Hanggang ngaun wala pa rin? Ahahay….

Naaadik nanaman akong mag-sims… hala! It’s a bad sign…

Mga friends! May Sun sim na nga pala ako…! Kung gusto niyong kunin, lapit na lang kau saken…

He’s still a b^tch! That’s all I can say… damn it!

I’ve dreamt about my prom dress… huh? Di nga… napanaginipan ko talaga… cute siya… pero feeling ko sobrang mahal yun kapag ipapatahi ko…. Hanggang panaginip na lang kaya yun…?

May family cluster assembly pala kami sa thrsday ng 8pm…. Hmmm…. Ppnta kaya ako… nandun si kaaway kong close friend eh….

Actually, naka-stream-of-consciousness-mode ako ngaun.. kung ano lang ang pumasok sa isip ko, un na…

Nakuha ko na pala yung cd pics ko nung prom… pwde na…

Im in search of love ryt now… pero ang love daw, hindi hinahanap… dumarating lang daw yan… eh pano kung hindi na dumating? Destined na ba akong magmadre?.... huh?!

Thank God at naghilom na ang sugat sa puso ko… ready na ulit ako… friend na lang ang turing ko sa kanya ngaun… sa mga hindi naniniwala, maniwala na kau! Totoo ‘to! Swear to the Almighty!

May report kami bkas sa Eco… magssearch pa ako… anu ba yan… niaantok na ako eh…

Magpopromote lang ako… mag-sun na kaung lahat! Masaya! Unlimited calls and texts for only 100 pesos for 1 week! Sulit na sulit na un! Tawag pa lang eh! Bilis na! paramasmarami yung mga makakatext ko!

Namimis ko nang mag-overnyt sa mga bahay ng mga tao… namimiz ko na ang tosh… gusto ko nang magkaroon kami ng bonding time na kungsan magsshare kami ng lahat nga mga nagyayari… sa stdies… sa lovelyf… sa buhay-fourth year…. Stuff like that… haay… nakamims na talaga….

Caulerpa groupmates in research! Yung ating proposal! Hinahanapan na ako ni Mr. Derez ng topic!... kelan tau magmimiting?

Cge na… niaantok na ako eh… pagod na from skul stuff… buhbhay!!!

Friday, May 13, 2005

at the computer shop...

elow! haay salamat! at last! nakapagpost ulit ako! and FYI im not in my house... im in a computer shop because our freakin' computer was broken... oh well... that's life nga naman... nweiz, so many things ang nangyari na sa akin ngung sumer... ang hirap i-enumerate! first the review in PCU high school and then there's the YFC preparing for the Youth Camp this coming May 21-22... nga pala, im a facilitator there... kinakabahan nga ako eh... so many things to understand and memorize... bakit nga naman ako naging faci agad eh 1 year pa lang ako sa YFC? ü

yesterday nga pala we; ako, fres, jackie, ayah, rodel, and lowel; went to Perpetual Succor Hospital where Dan was confined... he had an operation the other day wherein tinanggal ang kanyang appendix... in short he had appensicitis... nagkitia-kita kami sa Masci ng mga 8.30... we went there with my mom kasi siya yung nakaaalam ng hospital... lowel brought fruits... it was so much fun in his room, Rm. 305... it was cold there.... his wound is not yet fully healed kaya di pa xa pwedeng kumain, uminom at especially tumawa.... eh nandun kami... mapipigilan ba niyang tumawa...? '', he's okay na... ang hirap palang magyaya ng mga sasama dun sa hospital! parang more than 15 yung niyaya ko tapos lima lang yung nakasama... well, nandun naman si djoskarl kaya masayang-masaya na dun si Dan... umalis kami sun ng mga lunch time... kumain kami sa SM Manila kaso lima na lang kami dun... umuwi na si Lowel...

U-N-L-I-M-I-T-E-D text for Smart subscribers! hehe... '', luging-lugi na siguro yung Smart dahil dun sa promo nila... mga Smart textmates, weena, 3xa, rodel, gigay, dash, jhek, ekai at kuya rv.... haay, sayang nga at hindi na ako unlimited ngaun... natapos na yung four days ko... pero mag-iipon ulit ako ng fera pang-unlimited! may saturday review classes naman which means money! magtitipid na lang ako.... hanggang May 25 lang naman ito eh... simula nung nag-unlimited ako, late night na ako nakatutulog! earliest ko na ang 11.30... laging 1-2.30 am na ako nakatutulog! masakit na rin ang aking daliri dahil sa katetext! sayang ung mga globe na tosh.... speaking of tosh....

gusto ko sanang mag-host ng isang videoke party sa last wek ng may... wala nang ajss nun at probably yung mga nasa province ay nakauwi na... kaso lang im having doubts... mahirap manghagilap ng tosh ngayon! gusto ko sanang magkaroon ng isang get-together with the tosh people kaya lang... actually, pinayagan na ako ng mom ko dun sa plano ko... kasi nga raw maganda yung nasa isang bahay lang kami tapos libre pa ang videoke.. di mo na kailangang bumili ng tokens... ang poproblemahin na lang is food... haay.. matatapos na ang bakasyon at magkakahiwahiwalay na tayo... sana naman at matuloy ito... mga tosh... miz na miz ko na kayo!

gusto ko nang magyouth camp! very excited na ako! gusto ko ngang isama yung mga tosh kaya lang naisip ko rin... makikita nila akong nagwoworship?! no thanks! kahit na mas masaya kung nandun sila... and besides, as i've said earlier, mahirap na silang hagilapin...

nga pala, belated happr birthday Karen and Eden... May 6, 2005...
and... advanced happy birthday to Kate and Clymene... May 25, 2005...

hinsi pa ako ready maging isang Frankin... makikihalubilo ako sa bagong set ng mga tao... kinakabahan ako.... bless me God....

-Solo Dios Basta-

Sunday, April 24, 2005

...thoughts wandering...

at last! nakapag-update na ulit ako... ahahahay! as much as i want to update it, i never found time... at least ngayon meron na... anyways, so many things ang nangyari with the past few weeks... at yung iba, ayoko nang ikwento... mabuti pang ako na lang ang nakaaalam nun... all i want to say is nabobore na ako dito sa bahay... although i will be having my piano lessons next week and i have my upcat review every saturday, it's not enough to make my summer that enjoyable... actually, jobel and i were planning to have an event next sunday but we were not finished yet... i wanted to have a videoke day with the tosh people but the problem is their schedule...:

monday....... the AJSS and chem camp people...
tuesday........ the AJSS and chem camp people...
..Philacademic associates...
wednesday... the AJSS and chem camp people...
thursday...... the AJSS and chem camp people...
..the nucleus folks... [not sure with their schedule]...
friday........... the AJSS and chem camp people...
..Philacademic associates...
saturday....... ALL-UP review group... of course...
sunday......... ???

sunday! it's free for everyone! yipee!! but wait... i forgot, sunday is a family day nga pala... im sure hindi lahat papayagan... nakaisip din naman si jobel na mag-bingo sosyal! sa isang basketball court and venue at may mga prizes! hehe.. anyway, im really dieing to see you guys... di ko magawa yung surprise ko kasi ang mahal pala lahat-lahat... kulang ang aking money... the only way na naiisip kong magkasamasama tayong lahat ay sumama kayo sa YOUTH CAMP sa May 19-21... di ba obvious na nagpopromote ako.. ü i'll post na lang ulit para sa details... yung mga gustong magbagong-buhay sumama na kayo dito... masaya... yung mga walang magawa sa kani-kanilang mga tahanan, sumama na kayo... yung mga naghahanap ng pag-ibig, marami kayong mahahanap... tingin-tingin lang sa mga gitarista... recommend ko si kuya ar... hehe... ",)



pwede bang mag-outing ulit tayo, tosh? may sinasabi si lowell na resort sa antipolo, all expenses paid sa resort... ang iintindihin lang ay ang transpo... tama ba lowell?



sabi ni justin sa blog niya na sana mag-update ang mga tao ng blog para nalalaman nya whats happening sa mga buhay nila... kaya ito na... i will try to post every week ngayong summer... starting this sunday...



oo nga pala, happy birthday mark... yuck! ang tanda mo na! 16 ka na! wala bang handaan dyan? ü



nga pala, im exercising na para pumayat-payat naman ako nang konti... tumaba kasi ako nung nagkachicken pox ako eh at syempre kapag may mga problema, dinadaan ko sa kain...ü jogging naman tayo isang morning o kaya magexercise o magbike sa CCP... grabe ang desperado ko na... ang dami-dami ko nang naiisip na mga plano... my sister is currently calling up ptolemy pretending to be me asking the landline number of globe... and she's also taking care of 2 baby quails... sisiw pugo in tagalog... my mom bought them for PHP2.oo each... in fact, 5 nga ung binili ng mom ko pero namatay na yung 3... syempre kelangan pa nila ng warmth ng kanilang mommy... changing the topic, she will be studying at P'que Science HS... i guess she will be meeting the mom of Janica after all...


visit this site: http://www.zestriddle.fanzine.pl ... cute siya... freaky... it was introduced to me by roddel kaya kung kelangan niyo ng tulong, si roddel ang lapitan...



well, wa na akong maisip na sasabihin... ay! oo nga pala, ekai, jobel and janica, palda tayo next saturday ha... wala lang... ü

Sunday, March 27, 2005

"in unity there is strength..."

parents are such a pain in the ass! really! just this holy week; particularly holy wednesday, maundy thursday, good friday, and black saturday; they became nerve-wrecking blabbermouths commanding every aspect of our lives...
last holy wednesday, the first offense, they forced us to go to a recollection that ended late at night! darn! the speaker was so funny and enlightening but since im not in the mood, i didnt give a damn.
we had our bisita iglesia last maundy thursday... i thought it was done every good friday, but suddenly, again, they called us and told us to prepare for bisita iglesia... we visited 7 churches, the last one was the church at Diosdado Macapagal road, wherein the air was so cold and there were so many people....
its only a few days ago i knew that doing the way of the cross was done every good friday... i was dumbfounded because only then that i realized that we had a certain unity, i mean my siblings and i.. we went to the hurch to do the way of the cross by ourselves without our parents.. at least we had our own way...
this was the worst part of the tortures done to us, ever! last black saturday, yesterday, my mother woke me up at around 6am to tell me to go to a youth recollection with my brothers and sister that starts at 8am... what?! i was too groggy to be surprised since iu juist woke up... my elder brother was pissed off because of the situation.. we were at the chapel where the recollectio was held... it was so.. so kiddy and so boring! most of the participants were kids and etc....
at our merienda time, we decided to escape.... then we went to the park near the church.. there we planned our great escape from "the erencio"... we stayed there until 1.30noon after i thought of a plan... our plan was to text my mom that i have migraine and i cant take it anymore and we have to go home because of me... our greatest risk was when my father is there... it would really be a big problem... thang god, he's not there... only my mother was there making pastillas... when she saw me, she was like "kumusta ka na? kumain ka na ba? ano bang nangyari sayo? uminom ka na ba ng gamot?" and i was like "ma, ang saki-sakit ng ulo ko... blah blah blah...." just think of the situation that i was faking my sickness and my mom looks really worried... ok, fine, i was a bad seed but you cant blame all to me... it was partly thier fault why we did that....
the greatest thing that happened to me this holy week is that when i discovered that there is unity and cooperation to us siblings... we suddenly became close to each other... and that feeling is very enlightening and inspiring... i became aware of the fact that i know people whom i can talk about my problems and stuff i cant tell to my parents... its really a good feeling...
anyway, tomorrow will be the last day of our final exams.... hurrah! hip hip hurrah!!!!!!
but... next week will also be our achievement test... ahahahay! Ü

Thursday, March 24, 2005

weh... di nga?!

Cancer
22 June - 22 July

How Can you Recognize a Cancerian?

If you examine a crab closely, you will discover that it has a hard outer shell that protects a very soft animal underneath. Without this shell it would be easy prey for its enemies.

People born under the sign of Cancer are also like this. They are very soft and sensitive and easy to hurt.
Cancer is very close to the moon and the mooods of a Cancewrian alternate according to the phrases of the moon. Cancerians are very moody and so you neer know whether they are going to be happy and cheerful or down in the dumps.
Cancerians are very sensitive to any kind of criticism and since they also have incredible memories, one has to be wary of offending them because they will remember an offensive remark for years to come.

Cancerians love secrets but don't expect them to to tell theirs. They definitely don't like discussing their private lives, although they love to hear all about yours.

Cancerians at School

One of the school subjects that Cancerians are good is at history. [?!?] They are very good at emphatizing wit hother people's situations and feelings, and if they read about a historical event, they almost feel as though theay had been there themselves. It's no wonder that they are able to remember it better than others in the class.

After school, a Cancerian will scour the area for odd jobs, offering to do anything from lawn-mowing in the summer to shovelling snow in the winter.

Work and Leisure Activities

Because Cancerians are endowed wit ha talent for relating to other people, you will often find that many teachers, nurses, social workers, or other people from caring professions are Cancerians. They also like anything to do with nature.

The Cancerian is something of a collector and will find it hard to throw anything away, but this trait can also be developed positively into a hobby such as collecting stamps or coins.

Good Advice

We have already pointed out the extreme sensitivity of Cancerians. They really need to learn that not all seemingly "unpleasant" things that are said about them are meant as an attack. They could just as easily be meant as good advice.

They also need to think about what they themselves say about others, because they are not nearly always so sensitive when it comes to other people's feelings.

Friendship

The Cancerian is a domestic animal and does not have many friends outside the family. Because Cancerians are so touchy, they sometimes have difficulty in hanging on to their friends, who have to handle them with kid gloves.

You will not find Cancerian people quarelling with their friends one minute and being best buddies again the next, or fighting with a friend on the way home from school and playing with him or her the same evening. They are fairly steadfast.

A Cancerian friend is of great help if you are unhappy. They are good listeners and because they are so sensitive, they immediately sense what is the matter. They may have guessed ie even before you start to tell them.

Love

If you look at a picture of a crab, it looks as though it is about to give you a tremendous hug. Its "arms" are spread wide open, waiting for you to fall for them. However, it also has very strong claws and keeps a powerful grip on you once it has latched on.

That is what it is like to have a Cancerian girl or byfriend. They are not like Geminians, who prefer to have three or four friends at the same time. Cancerians take love very seriously, and bacause they are so fond of their mothers, they look for someone they can attach themselves to with the same degree of intensity. Some people may find them too possessive and stifling.

On the other hand, if you have Cancerian friends, you can be sure of their loyalty - they will not run off with someone else on a whim.

Compatibility

Good friends are often born under the same sun sign, or at any rate belong to the same element. Cancer is a water sign, so Cancerians get on well with the other water signs, Scorpio, and Pisces.

It is not nearly as common for couples to share the same sun sign as friends often do. When it comes to choosing a partner, it looks as though many people are attracted to their opposites.

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totoo kaya lahat niyan? well.. what can i say, baka in the near future maging ganyan na ako... Ü

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

alay para kay mr. marquee guy...


Mr. Marquee Guy, masyado kang adik mag-marquee! pati tuloy ako nahahawa sayo... tingnan mo nalang 'to... hehe... naaadik na rin ako....

bigu-biguan...


nag-aaway ang puso at utak...
sabi ng utak sa puso,
"ang TANGA mo talaga!
may ibang mahal na yan!
kalimutan mo na siya!"
sabi naman ng puso sa utak,
"paano ko siya kalilimutan,
eh palagi mong iniisip!"




ito ang fave kong quote as of now! babagay saken! hehe... pagpapakasenti nanaman! sa bawat araw na binigay ng Diyos ay palagi akong nasasaktan... ahahay! buhay nga nman! wala lang... share ko lang ung quote... kaya para sa mga sawi dyan sa pag-ibig...

e2 pa pala...





isang araw
nakita mo ang mahal mo
may kaholding hands na iba
wag kang magagalit...
cool ka lang...
sabihin mo sa sarili mo...

"tang ina nyo,
magbebreak din kayo...!"

Sunday, March 13, 2005

wazzup with that?

i've read some blogs just a while ago...

what's The Harlem Shake anyway?

maybe im left by the world na...

even that i dont know....

whatever!

üÜüÜü

museum appreciation//boring....

yesterday, pumunta ang klase ng tosh sa national museum para sa project sa social at para na rin sa museum appreciation...

masaya na sana... kaya lang...

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8.30am...
...paalis na ako ng bahay... nakatikwas ang buhok ko... need help from mom... she used ung roller brush nyang bago to my hair.. after a while kelangan na nyang alisin.. unfortunately, nagtangle ung buhok ko dun sa brush! waah! my mom was panicking kasi nga nabuhol... i started to cry kasi mga 8.50 na hindi pa rin natatanggal... my mom called the parlorista na to cut my hair... i told her na ayaw kong pagupitan... she just cut the brisles of the brush para matanggal... at last! natanggal na rin....

9.15am...
...umalis na ako ng bahay... i texted karen to inform her na lalalate ako...

10.05am...
...i arrived at masci... wala na sila dun... i walked further and i saw a huge crowd of people... nakita ko sila carlo, karen, yssa, fres at jobel sa tapat ng un lrt station... hininintay pla nila si mark... nauna sila karen.. naiwan kmi ni carlo para hintaytin si mark...

10.40am...
...we reached the museum... pinagalitan kami kc late n daw kmi... ang mga nakasabay nmin yung darwin, mendel at calvin... what a nice crowd! kaming 3 lng ang tosh dun... sobrang op kmi...

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the museum was boring... nakapunta n kc kami dun nung first year... well, for the project kasi siya... natatamad na ako magtype... wala na akong maisip... wala nang pumapasok sa utak ko...

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

ayaw na po...


^@&%$#,,,,, I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!


"
pinagpalit mo lang ako sa kanya!
ano ba ang wala aako na meron siya?
ayoko na sa'yo!
masayado na akong nasasaktqan sa mga pinaggagaagawa mo!
sarili ko, itigil mo na itong kahibangang ito,
gumising ka na sa katotohanan -
hindi siya ang para sa'yo.
hindi para sa kanya ang pagmamahal mo.

ba't nga ako nagtiyatiyaga saa'yo?
pinahihirapan mo lang ako;
lahat ng mgaa inisip, mga maling akala lang pala.
mga paglalambing na ipinakikita mo sa'ken
akala ko yun na, akala ko yun na... hindi pala!
nilinlang mo ako sa mga kinikilos mo.

kuwari pa'y ako ang nilalapitan,
kunwari pa'y ako ang pinaakikinggan
siya lang pala ang gustong makalapitan
upang siya'y mahulog nang tuluyan
sa iyong bitag na walang hanggan.
kaibigan ko pa ang gustong kunin.
"

~cute ba? ü~

Monday, March 07, 2005

uh-oh!

bangag.... bangag... bangag....

depressed.... depressed.... depressed.....

galit ako sa mga tao ngayon!!!

@!$%*&^ nyo lahat!!!!!!!

joke!

question: aanung bulaklak ang maraming tentacles?!

answer: eh di, sam-pugita!

bwahahahaha!!!!!!